Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Plus, now I have Tommy on my mind. Do you know how hard it is to not look up his porno videos? luckily he has a facebook page with pictures of him but not porn pictures. So I was looking at his facebook pictures, and I saw the ones of him at the Tommy Anders is one of my favorite gay porn stars. I had a dream about him last night. In the dream he did not really want to have sex but I was like we are so doing this. I do not really like myself in my Dreams, I am not a nice person. I was too forceful in the dream for my liking. I mean Tommy was not really trying to stop me, but I was manhandling him. Ok so I woke up before I was done, and I could feel that I was "very close." Which was really bad, because I could not do anything about it. I had to lay in bed and try not to think about it or him until I fell back to sleep. Gay Erotic Expo. And I remember I never got to go to one. Now that I am a lds member I really should not go. Well, there is no sex going on there, so maybe I can go? It would only be a small sin, right?